Footprints in a maze
I´m wondering about »In Between«
It wakes up my curiosity. What is this thing of »In Between«? It looks like that it is a huge theme with different kind of ideas and conditions like uncertainty, irresolution (indecision), and frankness.
First I start to investigate something about the thing and feel that the designation of the thing is wrong.
Right from the beginning, I notice how the thing transformed to absurdity.
»Our environment is surrounded by absurditys. They displace the things.« (Vilem Flusser)
It turns out into a picture puzzle. For me the condition jumps from one side to the other side. It blurred and lost it´s power. It melt away as sand between my fingers.
Formless it turns out to be a non-local locality.
I have to change myself. I´m not interested in things, but their combinations and relations to each other. Prepositions relates things to each others; spatial (prae), transitory (post). They create relations; they stand in between the substance and in the final result, they split from each other. »But the notion sometimes recognize, that there would be no substances without relations.« (Michael Pfister)
Now I can specify. During my interest changed and increased, I thought about »In Between« and searched for the substantively »In Between«.
The in between, the interthing, the interspace, the interscene, the time in between. There for a change of meaning is involved. Under the new smoak screen concepts are hidden like unsharpness, uncertainty, possibility, undecidedness and as a final component of the principle cause and effect change.
I ask for the cocoon; not after the caterpiullar and not after the imago. I look what the old is not any more and the new not yet.
I‘m straying In Between – by a crazy garden of anonymous structures, from surfaces escourts.
Between house gulches, ambitious walls, barricading fences, locked doors, covered windows, reflective glass facades, artificial plants. Covered by wallpapers, caught in curtains.
Thrown back on myself. The presence of walls causes the absence of communication.
Therefore I admire Spiderman.
Easily he smashes the walls by weaving them into his playground.
Which possibilities remain to me walls to overcome – arrests as a being with two legs – stick to the level one? How do I reach the presence from communication and the absence of walls?
